Sunday 15 April 2012

Final Blog Post


Bidding for ES2007S bled me dry and I’ve declared my Program account bankrupt. However, I’m more than glad that I chose to take this module (also, since I’m graduating at the end of the semester, the idea of having zero points in my P account doesn’t seem so daunting).

I strongly commend NUS for the efforts taken to hone students’ soft skills. In Singapore, I feel that there’s a great deal of focus on technical knowledge, and too little focus on communication and people skills. In this day and age of faceless communication, the importance of these soft-skills seems to have been swept further under the rug. I feel that NUS should encourage more modules like ES2007S. Though it’s been a short 13 weeks, I think I’ve learnt a great deal in this module. From our skill-builders in the classroom, to working with our group-mates, and even trying our best to get rid of a particularly annoying blog-commenter, I feel that I have picked up important skills that I would otherwise not learn anywhere else. This module has not only been enriching and informative, but I actually looked forward to class every Monday and Thursday!

ES2007S has taught me a great number of skills—all of which I cannot possibly list here.  Probably the most important skill I’ve learned (or rather, fine-tuned) is that of oral presentation. I’ve always thought of myself as being someone who is able to speak comfortably in front of a crowd. I do feel butterflies in my tummy before speaking, but once I get through “Good morning, my name is Tanisha,” I usually calm down considerably and can get through the rest of the speech/presentation without a hitch. 

The last 12 weeks in ES2007S however, have made me realize that I have a whole lot to improve on when it comes to my presentation skills. First of all, I need to learn to relax, especially when it comes to ‘selling’ an idea or a proposal. I’m always under the impression that I need to look extremely emotionless and deadpan to bring across the notion that I’m a professional presenter. However, this has shown to be an ineffective way to bring across my message. Instead, I need to speak and behave naturally so as not to make my audience feel uncomfortable.

Another important skill I’ve learnt in ES2007S is that of team-work. Having been a member of quite a number of small groups in class (blog group, peer teaching group, research group etcetera), I feel that I’ve been made to work with people with different goals and ideals. This has made me realize and understand that not everyone shares my principles and I should not expect them too either. It is important to create an atmosphere of mutual trust, respect and reliability. I’m also glad that Brad shuffled us into different groups quite regularly. This is important as we not only get to meet and bond with different classmates; we also get to work with different people. This, I feel, represents a more realistic, workplace-like setting where we may get grouped with random strangers and be expected to work effectively with them. 

I would also like to make a quick note about our instructor, Brad. To be perfectly honest, I was a little apprehensive when I found out my teacher was going to be the module coordinator, Mr. Brad Blackstone. I had visions of a stern and serious tutor. Wow, was I wrong! Brad turned out to be the coolest teacher ever. (No, Brad, I’m not brown-nosing you!) What I like most about Brad is his ability to create a non-threatening, non-intimidating atmosphere in class. He takes each and every person’s comments seriously and I’ve never once heard him put down anyone’s ideas or comments, no matter how outlandish they may be.  Thank you, Brad, for being so patient and understanding towards all of us! I’m sure none of us will ever forget what a great time we had with you in class! 

I would also like to say a big ‘Thank you” to my classmates. All of you are really wonderful people and you’ve made this module very enjoyable indeed!

I can’t believe this is the final blog post for ES2007S. Life just seems to fly by so quickly!

Monday 9 April 2012

Oral Presentation Reflection


Before class started on Monday, Brad told us an amusing story about the Great Wall of China. Essentially, despite the construction of such a majestic fortress, the Mongols still managed to invade China due to the fault of a corrupt guard. What I took away from this short story was the fact that things don’t always turn out the way you plan. Little did I know that the moral of this little story would be an eerily accurate foreshadowing of my presentation that afternoon! 

I met with my group mates Kristyn and Joel twice on the weekend before the presentation. We edited the slides and practiced the entire presentation many times. By the time we wrapped things up on Sunday afternoon, I felt rather confident that we would do a good job on Monday. Our slides looked good and I felt certain that I would be able to deliver a good presentation as I had memorized my lines to the letter. 

Sadly, when it came time for me to speak on Monday, I was so fixated on reciting my lines in verbatim that I forgot all the important non-verbal cues. My stance was too tense and rigid, I made minimal eye-contact with my audience and I spoke way too fast. Brad and my classmates also commented that I looked at the screen too much and I think this was due to the fact that I was standing askew when I should have been facing the audience.

I think my poor presentation can be attributed primarily to the fact that I memorized my script. Because I felt that a large percentage of my grade was riding on this presentation, I wanted everything to be perfect. Unfortunately, memorizing my lines robbed my presentation of any natural human emotion. 

For me, the biggest lesson I can learn from this incident is that I should rely more on my spontaneity when giving a presentation. Memorizing my lines makes me feel nervous and jittery, and I end up droning on and on like an automaton (hey, that rhymes!). I think I would have done a much better job had I been more confident in my ability to speak comfortably in front of an audience and not be so fixated on getting the words in perfect order. 

Apart from that, I thought our slides were clean-looking and easy to follow. However some of my classmates commented that the screenshots made the slides look very wordy. Brad said that we should have blacked out the screen after flashing the slides in order to draw attention to ourselves (the speakers). This is an interesting suggestion and I think it’s very helpful for presentations like ours where the images are screenshots of words. All in all however, I personally felt the slides were good!

Thank you everyone for your constructive feedback regarding my presentation skills! 

Thank you Kristyn and Joel for being such great group mates! The project did seem overwhelming at times, but all in all I think we did pretty okay!